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i sit alone
just to cry myself asleep
no one knows nor will understand
how i feel
because i locked it away from the window
the window for anyone to see
feeling silent and cold
remain with me
i make the incision
to relieve the pain
yet not all of it releaves me
it stays to rip and tear at my heart
tears cold as ice
make their way out of my eyes
they slowly crawl down my cheek
they hit the ground like shards of glass
i look to the sky and ask
"why me.. why does everything awful happen to me?"
just to cry myself asleep
no one knows nor will understand
how i feel
because i locked it away from the window
the window for anyone to see
feeling silent and cold
remain with me
i make the incision
to relieve the pain
yet not all of it releaves me
it stays to rip and tear at my heart
tears cold as ice
make their way out of my eyes
they slowly crawl down my cheek
they hit the ground like shards of glass
i look to the sky and ask
"why me.. why does everything awful happen to me?"