will there ever be a time that i don't feel this way?
sometimes i don't know what is better for me.. to be isolated or to be around others. i know there should be a middle ground, but sometimes just being around other people feels draining. i think it is because i have assertiveness and boundary problems. getting too close to someone is always scary for me. it seems like if i can keep enough of a distance, there is less conflict. i know conflict doesn't have to be a dirty word but i feel drained by conflict. i feel drained in general. hence this short entry... i guess i'll write when i have more to say....