insomniac
I need to get some sleep but i cant, i keep thinking about all this shit thats in my head.
I just watched this top 100 artists of hard rock on vh1...that channels awesome..anyway guess who was number one...Led Zepplin! *shock* haha.
I think im turning into a fucking insomniac...i cant get to sleep at all these days. I mean last night i didnt get to sleep til 5:30am, for no fucking reason. Grr.
Im so confused about my life right now..everyone likes to confuse me, especially guys. I think im gonna take Carla's advice and become "sexualityless". lol.
OMG i just remembered...i was talking to this guy Chris on MSN earlier and i was saying that lately i'd been feeling very sexually fustrated, and he'd mentioned to me ages ago that he had stripped for his ex gf before and for a laugh i said that he should strip for me....and live on web cam...he did strip haha and he got it all out :P it was kind of a surprise lol but not a bad one.. and then he started doing other things on web cam, but we eont go into detail..
Man, i think i did something bad today...but im not sure if its bad...if it is please let me know coz im so confused about this whole situation! Anyway, thing is i said in my last post that Jess invited Pedro over, and i was kind of annoyed coz i was left by myself...and i was talking to Jess's ex, David on AIM, (hes sexy..he looks just like Nate from Finch!) and i sort of arranged to go see a movie with him this weekend while im staying with Steph..im not sure if it's bad coz [1] shes over him and [2] she did say the exact words to me "you can have him" so... but then he is her ex...hmmm...help me out here someone coz i dont have a fucking clue. It doesnt really matter actually coz i'm going back to england on monday anyway so why not...lol i like confusing things..
As for everything else...im totaly lost. I spoke to Tony today and we were talking about meeting up when i get back, and i said that him, Crany and Robbie should come over...but i dont know why i said Robbie...being my ex and all...who dumped me for someone called 'Rosy' :S but i have this wierd feeling that i want to see him but I have no fucking clue why, I havent seen him since the summer!
Well i have written far too fucking much, and this isn't even half of what i want to say, i guess ill go write the rest in my diary.
Sorry peeps heh. Night. xxxx
I just watched this top 100 artists of hard rock on vh1...that channels awesome..anyway guess who was number one...Led Zepplin! *shock* haha.
I think im turning into a fucking insomniac...i cant get to sleep at all these days. I mean last night i didnt get to sleep til 5:30am, for no fucking reason. Grr.
Im so confused about my life right now..everyone likes to confuse me, especially guys. I think im gonna take Carla's advice and become "sexualityless". lol.
OMG i just remembered...i was talking to this guy Chris on MSN earlier and i was saying that lately i'd been feeling very sexually fustrated, and he'd mentioned to me ages ago that he had stripped for his ex gf before and for a laugh i said that he should strip for me....and live on web cam...he did strip haha and he got it all out :P it was kind of a surprise lol but not a bad one.. and then he started doing other things on web cam, but we eont go into detail..
Man, i think i did something bad today...but im not sure if its bad...if it is please let me know coz im so confused about this whole situation! Anyway, thing is i said in my last post that Jess invited Pedro over, and i was kind of annoyed coz i was left by myself...and i was talking to Jess's ex, David on AIM, (hes sexy..he looks just like Nate from Finch!) and i sort of arranged to go see a movie with him this weekend while im staying with Steph..im not sure if it's bad coz [1] shes over him and [2] she did say the exact words to me "you can have him" so... but then he is her ex...hmmm...help me out here someone coz i dont have a fucking clue. It doesnt really matter actually coz i'm going back to england on monday anyway so why not...lol i like confusing things..
As for everything else...im totaly lost. I spoke to Tony today and we were talking about meeting up when i get back, and i said that him, Crany and Robbie should come over...but i dont know why i said Robbie...being my ex and all...who dumped me for someone called 'Rosy' :S but i have this wierd feeling that i want to see him but I have no fucking clue why, I havent seen him since the summer!
Well i have written far too fucking much, and this isn't even half of what i want to say, i guess ill go write the rest in my diary.
Sorry peeps heh. Night. xxxx