My God.. My Tourniquet..
Wurd up homies! Chris is happy. Maybe these meds are working. Oh yeah, I've had my rough moments, but right now I'm actually happy with my life. You see, without me searching for a girl I feel like I'm better off. I like having girls as friends, even ones I'd normally think were good looking and try to get with, I'm just being their friend. It's fun. Well, I started talking to Frank last night, I miss him so much, I was just aggrivated by the obsession with Yvette there for a while. But we've held old convo's, like funny interesting ones without her name being mentioned, that's awesome. I'm supposed to get some Katanas from him, he's got a deal, for like only 20 bucks I get 3 katanas and a stand. That's awesome. I'm uhh, talking to Steph.. wait no she had to go and clean heh. I'm still sick, been this way for like 5 days now, and I wish it'd go away. I'm also very upset, not depressed, just upset because I feel useless that I can't protect Carm from all that's happening in her life.. I want to do all that's necessary to have her back all care-free and shit. Hung out with Stan and Tom lately, me and Stan were singing Rod Stewart last night.. it was fucking hilarious. No other way to put it. You know, sometimes I look at what I do, and I despise myself due to my loneliness, but other times, like now, when I'm being sensible.. I can see I have an awesome life. It's eventful, fun, and I swear, I have the most amazing friends, they're unrivaled in how cool they are. Alright, I'm out to like.. do stuff.. or MAYBE DO YOUR MOM! DAYUMMMMMMMMMMM