Ain't this a bitch..
My homie got busted yesterday up in joppatowne for smoking or possession or something, I got dropped off early by Shelly and then all that shit happened. I'm fucking depressed about it too, the kid is fucking awesome. I woulda been in the cell with him, it's fucked up. Anyway, I finally met Mindy yesterday before all that, she's cool, def. hawt too. I got to take the MTA downtown on monday and skate with the downtown legend d_rag himself for about 5-6 hours, I have never skated that hard in my whole life, it was fucking sick, and I didn't land much but the shit I did and how hard I was going in that heat made it all worth it. I picked up these 2 gauge spacers for my ears and I can't get them in cause I have nothing to gauge my ears to 2's with.. I dunno if I had a bad buzz last night or something but I was sitting in my chair thinking, and I realized that I truly am the most insecure person in the world. I worry that I'm not good enough to be Shelly's friend anymore, I worry that maybe Tom don't wanna hang out with me anymore, I worry that I'm not good enough for anyone really.. it's just stupid. I don't know what to do or how to feel anymore.. I think that if I just stayed out of people's lives they'd be better off, cause I get this feeling all I am is an annoyance.. -=shrugs=- I'm gonna go get ready for school now. One love, niggas.