Jul 12, 2003 18:30
Last night was probably one of the worst of my life.. I had constant nightmares.. I mean horrifying ones.. I'm the kind of person who can usually take things like that and shrug it off.. but when I woke up to get ready for work.. I was paralyzed in fright. I cried and was trembling, curled up against my wall. They just seemed so real about how I felt so alone and such.. I dunno. I was ill all last night from chain smoking black and milds.. I love hanging out with Liz, Steve, Tom, Stan, and Steve. It was so much fun. I hope we can do it again tomorrow when we hopefully go see 28 Days Later.. I can prolly relate to the character.. being so alone.. blah..