Alright
So, Elizabeth just turned one. I'm sad yet relieved. I made it through a year of motherhood. She is sitting at my feet saying "hi" and giving me kisses right now, I had my first night without her the night of her birthday party. I nearly broke down in tears, Needless to say i was too broke to get smashed, that sucked. I am definitely coming to Dracula's Ball this time. Also to Skinny Puppy. I was super excited about that. I think I might send Elizabeth to Nana and Poppy's house soon, and have a party I need to have a real live grown up party. Elizabeth's birthday was great, there was 60 people here which was crazy, I was so happy to see Angi and little King Max and finally got to meet Micah, and unfortunately did not get to talk to any of them for more than 5 minutes. I guess that is what happens when you have 60 people at your house. I vow, never again. Maybe 25 people would be more...oh I don't know SANE???? What the hell was I thinking.