nevermind about meeting his parents

[hellfire128]

so i think the boy and i are on the verge of breaking up. that was quick. we had a nice little chat yesterday night and the night before . . . both consisting of us sobbing together. apparently he doesn't know what love is or if he has it . . . and something about not knowing how much he loved his friends and family until he was away from them and had a chance to miss them. he complained about not having had the chance to miss me yet. i dont know. after doing a great deal more crying and not eating, i think i'm going to give him that chance now. stupid boy. oh well. whatever.

i just need to keep telling myself that this isn't worth it. dangit . . . i feel so inadequate. why can't i be someone anyone loves? -_-

fuck