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Well, the rom is now completely rearranged so that the Xbox is not getting in the way. I have some major issues with some of the changes (like I can't easily get to the stuff I have piled on my bed during the day is Saria is in the room), but it's nice not having my bed over my desk. I'm still stuck with the lofted bed, which totally sucks, and we didn't even lower it a bit, which we were theoretically going to do, but whatever. I'll post pictures at some point.
Spring break is really going to suck a lot. We have practices 3 times a day, which means rowing will be taking up 8 hours a day (6 rowing and 2 driving). Then of course in our "free time", or complete lack thereof, we will be so exhausted that we won't be able to do anything fun. And not only that, but practices start the friday before spring break, and go through the next sunday night. She is being nice and giving us sunday off. Thats it. So we have 8 days of practices 3 days a week. I thought crew was supposed to be fun? That sounds like a hell week, not a club sport week. If I manage to go up to Boston I'm going to have to skip so practices, which I'm intending on doing, and if she has a problem with it, then she can just shove it and I'll quit the team. Because this is just ridiculous. When it would be convient for the Boston people that I show up will determine just how early I leave, but I'm guessing, based on the pneumonia sophomore year and the trip to Patagonia last year, that this spring break trip is going to make me very sick. Which would suck so much.
Wow, I really am in an awful mood right now, which is weird, cause I should be really happy about next weekend, but I'm totally not at all right now. I just really need to get out of this room, away from school, and sleep in a nice big area away from like everyone for a long long time. And just have some time to do whatever I want, whenever I want, and not be totally exhasted form previous activities. And Having my one break to do that be snatched away from me and like stomped on and ground into a little pile of pulp is just totally mentally ripping me to shreds right now. Like, I have nothing to look forward to other than this school year finally ending. And thats in so long. Damn it, I was really looking forward to the spring season starting, and now the thought of spring break is making me cry (literally). I hate being so moody, and wish I could actaully find some aspect of it to look forward to or at least not hate a lot, but I really can't right now.
Spring break is really going to suck a lot. We have practices 3 times a day, which means rowing will be taking up 8 hours a day (6 rowing and 2 driving). Then of course in our "free time", or complete lack thereof, we will be so exhausted that we won't be able to do anything fun. And not only that, but practices start the friday before spring break, and go through the next sunday night. She is being nice and giving us sunday off. Thats it. So we have 8 days of practices 3 days a week. I thought crew was supposed to be fun? That sounds like a hell week, not a club sport week. If I manage to go up to Boston I'm going to have to skip so practices, which I'm intending on doing, and if she has a problem with it, then she can just shove it and I'll quit the team. Because this is just ridiculous. When it would be convient for the Boston people that I show up will determine just how early I leave, but I'm guessing, based on the pneumonia sophomore year and the trip to Patagonia last year, that this spring break trip is going to make me very sick. Which would suck so much.
Wow, I really am in an awful mood right now, which is weird, cause I should be really happy about next weekend, but I'm totally not at all right now. I just really need to get out of this room, away from school, and sleep in a nice big area away from like everyone for a long long time. And just have some time to do whatever I want, whenever I want, and not be totally exhasted form previous activities. And Having my one break to do that be snatched away from me and like stomped on and ground into a little pile of pulp is just totally mentally ripping me to shreds right now. Like, I have nothing to look forward to other than this school year finally ending. And thats in so long. Damn it, I was really looking forward to the spring season starting, and now the thought of spring break is making me cry (literally). I hate being so moody, and wish I could actaully find some aspect of it to look forward to or at least not hate a lot, but I really can't right now.