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I feel so bad rn :|
Tumblr's been keeping me away from LJ and all my unfinished fics, and these days, I keep on spending time with Photoshop and Fireworks and keeping myself updated on SHINee's whereabouts. But that's also exactly why I'm AGAIN, thinking of stopping all of this and go back to what I'm supposed to do.
The past week, most KShawol sites have been going on this 'no reposting' thing. If I remember right, it started with most credible OnKey fansites placing their pictures and videos on private, and you can't access the site without having an id number. I was already upset about that, but then now, fansites of SHINee in general are doing it too.
They are upset about Tumblr really. Or generally about how people remove/crop out their watermarks, re-edit their pictures and post them up without properly crediting them. I admit I'm one of those, but I'd rather stop editing than not see anything at all.
I understand them really. They are the ones who go through the harsh weather and wait for hours just to see SHINee. Those bazooka like camera's are damn heavy and expensive and after taking hundreds and hundreds of pictures, they go home and edit the pictures, remove flaws and make it look better, and that takes a lot of time. I saw one of those, and really an event happens and they post sixteen pictures five days later, and one would think "Why did it take them so long to upload these," but if you think about it, editing one picture takes enough time, so what about sixteen. That takes longer. And from hundreds of fantaken pics, they only post less than a quarter of it.
I feel so bad about this. I feel so guilty, and I hope this stops.
Being in this fandom, I really am happy. And in my opinion, this fandom is very lucky. I like how for as long as I've been here, I always felt so happy about it and hyper and all that I just can't stop smiling. Idk, the first time I really felt I was a part of a fandom was here, and that exact moment I saw them with all my friends and we all just started crying as soon as they entered the stage.
I wasn't a fan back then. I didn't give the slightest care on who SHINee was. But idk. Really, KPOP is a big part of my life, and being in this fandom takes a lot of it.
I do not like what's happening right now. And I would wholeheartedly do what's right for everyone if it means I get to keep my hear in this fandom, and that this doesn't get worse.
I do hope that others would take this in a civil way. Idk. But to me, this is a huge matter I want to get solved. I don't want the day to come that they would stop sharing pictures and fancams at all :|
Tumblr's been keeping me away from LJ and all my unfinished fics, and these days, I keep on spending time with Photoshop and Fireworks and keeping myself updated on SHINee's whereabouts. But that's also exactly why I'm AGAIN, thinking of stopping all of this and go back to what I'm supposed to do.
The past week, most KShawol sites have been going on this 'no reposting' thing. If I remember right, it started with most credible OnKey fansites placing their pictures and videos on private, and you can't access the site without having an id number. I was already upset about that, but then now, fansites of SHINee in general are doing it too.
They are upset about Tumblr really. Or generally about how people remove/crop out their watermarks, re-edit their pictures and post them up without properly crediting them. I admit I'm one of those, but I'd rather stop editing than not see anything at all.
I understand them really. They are the ones who go through the harsh weather and wait for hours just to see SHINee. Those bazooka like camera's are damn heavy and expensive and after taking hundreds and hundreds of pictures, they go home and edit the pictures, remove flaws and make it look better, and that takes a lot of time. I saw one of those, and really an event happens and they post sixteen pictures five days later, and one would think "Why did it take them so long to upload these," but if you think about it, editing one picture takes enough time, so what about sixteen. That takes longer. And from hundreds of fantaken pics, they only post less than a quarter of it.
I feel so bad about this. I feel so guilty, and I hope this stops.
Being in this fandom, I really am happy. And in my opinion, this fandom is very lucky. I like how for as long as I've been here, I always felt so happy about it and hyper and all that I just can't stop smiling. Idk, the first time I really felt I was a part of a fandom was here, and that exact moment I saw them with all my friends and we all just started crying as soon as they entered the stage.
I wasn't a fan back then. I didn't give the slightest care on who SHINee was. But idk. Really, KPOP is a big part of my life, and being in this fandom takes a lot of it.
I do not like what's happening right now. And I would wholeheartedly do what's right for everyone if it means I get to keep my hear in this fandom, and that this doesn't get worse.
I do hope that others would take this in a civil way. Idk. But to me, this is a huge matter I want to get solved. I don't want the day to come that they would stop sharing pictures and fancams at all :|