May 17, 2013 16:18
OH GOD, WHY DOES MY PHONE DOING NEW THINGS AND/OR REFUSING TO BE CUSTOMISED IN THE WAY I WANT IT MAKE ME REALLY ANXIOUS AND UPSET? Every time. *sighs*
Have sent no job applications so far this wee, and IIRC none last week either.
Also I am waitressing 6am-2pm and 4pm-11pm tomorrow. Also there are at least two events that I 'ought to'/want to go to tonight and I feel massively guilty that I can't do both. Also not sure I want to go to *either*, what with my present mood of hating everything.
ARRRRRRRRGGGGG.
(On the plus side, have lovely new red blazer as replacement for the one I lost two years ago. Also, I will definitely post pictures of my birthday-presents-to-self soon. They include an MJN Air t-shirt.)
i hate job hunting,
hate everything,
work doom despair