Today

[hellboundhunni]

Well I got in at like noon after gettin glost on the subway.
I am bored. Want to play soccer. No one to play with.
-Maybe I wil go kick the soccerball around alone. haha
You think I am kidding. NO jokes. haha Such a looser.

Music
-Killswitch..-seriously, someone take this CD and burn it so
I can stop this
-Hope Conspiracy- another one.. damnit
-30Seconds to Mars-soo good

yeah that is about it!

Did some thinking recently. I think i am done modeling. Pays shit.
It is fun sometimes. But about 65% sucks. Demanding photographers,
hair stylist, makeup artist. Sucks! I am not cut out for it. Plus,
I would like to have more of a diet than.. JELLO, water, cheese,
and lemonade... hahaha. But the diet worked well.. About 20lbs in
2weeks. Weeeeeeeee for Atkins.
No but really, I think it is time for a REAL job. You know
those things you get paid every week. Not just when you are needed.
ICK! I may do it on the side sometimes. But, time to grow up and
stop being a dreamer girl. Time to wake up and deal with the life
I have in front of me and get head out of the clouds.

I want to go to go somewhere fun! I am bored out of my mind of NYC.=\
I want those certain people to be arond me right now!
I want this!
I want that!
haha

xxoo