Fuckers, fuckers, fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm over at Doug's using his computer... I'm still broke as fuck. I picked up my car today, however. Hopefully everything will be gravy with that sos I can finally get out and find a job! woo hoo!!!!
I'm still struggling with YKW. Since I decided to screw him with our tax money he hasn't helped me with anything. I almost got my power shut off and I didn't call him for help. I wouldn't unless there just wasn't another way. Thank Buddah my mom came through.
Still with X. He's the bomb. Just the nicest dude, ever. I got up the gumption to ask him if he means what he says when he says he never wants to marry again or have any more children. He said he hasn't been with anyone that'd make him wanna consider those things... all his bitches have been psychos, or psychos. So, he's not totally opposed... bitchin'.
I've resorted to selling my ass to Doug for cash *lol* He needs a job!!!
I got a the outline for my new tattoo. It's a Crimson Ghost burning on a cross. Bitchin. Pics soon, hopefully.
The girls are doing great. Getting soo big. I'm soo striving to do well for them, but it's hard when you've got shit to work with.
X wants me to move in with him. We'll need a larger place. I'll need a job. I'm down, though. He says he loves me, I hope he means it. He got this look on his face, though, when he said he wanted to move to ABQ and i brought up chauncy and clay. like I kicked him in the balls. I felt so bad, then I felt hurt cuz why should it bother him, if he doesn't love her anymore? Bah! He put up with lotsa shit from me, mostly without knowing , but anyway. I'm gonna hang in there, cuz he's bitchin and deserves a chick that'll treat him right. Plus, why dwell on stupid shit like that? It's prolly just like with me and YKW. It'd have been nice if it woulda worked, but it's just never gonna. I hope it's that way, anyway.
Well, I love y'all! I wish you well! I'll be back again, hopefully soon!
I'm still struggling with YKW. Since I decided to screw him with our tax money he hasn't helped me with anything. I almost got my power shut off and I didn't call him for help. I wouldn't unless there just wasn't another way. Thank Buddah my mom came through.
Still with X. He's the bomb. Just the nicest dude, ever. I got up the gumption to ask him if he means what he says when he says he never wants to marry again or have any more children. He said he hasn't been with anyone that'd make him wanna consider those things... all his bitches have been psychos, or psychos. So, he's not totally opposed... bitchin'.
I've resorted to selling my ass to Doug for cash *lol* He needs a job!!!
I got a the outline for my new tattoo. It's a Crimson Ghost burning on a cross. Bitchin. Pics soon, hopefully.
The girls are doing great. Getting soo big. I'm soo striving to do well for them, but it's hard when you've got shit to work with.
X wants me to move in with him. We'll need a larger place. I'll need a job. I'm down, though. He says he loves me, I hope he means it. He got this look on his face, though, when he said he wanted to move to ABQ and i brought up chauncy and clay. like I kicked him in the balls. I felt so bad, then I felt hurt cuz why should it bother him, if he doesn't love her anymore? Bah! He put up with lotsa shit from me, mostly without knowing , but anyway. I'm gonna hang in there, cuz he's bitchin and deserves a chick that'll treat him right. Plus, why dwell on stupid shit like that? It's prolly just like with me and YKW. It'd have been nice if it woulda worked, but it's just never gonna. I hope it's that way, anyway.
Well, I love y'all! I wish you well! I'll be back again, hopefully soon!