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Well I look at this livejournal and think about how much of my life it has covered and at the same time think about just how much it has missed. I haven't updated this thing once all summer and this summer has been one of the best times of my life and I feel that with my friend's going off to school and all that I should form some type of entry but I think it will be pretty damn long as I have a ton of shit to get down and it's ganna be random, its my LJ though, so suck it dry.
So many fun things have happened this summer that it would be impossible to come close to naming all of them so I'm not really going to try. I worked 40 hours a week while somehow keeping a social life of going out nearly every night even if I was exuasted almost all the time all summer long. Some of my friends may think less of me I think after this summer which I realized after talking to a couple friend's and I didn't really like that at all to be honest but I'm still just me and nothing has changed so if anyone thinks otherwise then that sucks for them. I had and sometimes have my party streaks but thats just for fun and my friends have seen the worst of it first hand at our own parties.
I got my license and bought myself a 1972 Oldsmobile Cutlass which I love driving so much. I could sell it and make a profit but I just enjoy that car so much I don't think I will for awhile or for a lot of money. It's my first car and its comfy as hell. I'm 6'2"/6'3" I dont fit in most cars and in this one I have so much room. It has the sound system all set and a rebuilt engine, new shocks, new tank, new fuel pump, new exuast, I'm about to replace all the brakes. It's just all around I can't believe I own it.
I haven't been learning as many new guitar songs as I would like but I kept practicing scales and improving as much as possible so I could at the very least keep up my skills and I'm so glad I did. Playing guitar is such an escape for me now instead of something I had no idea how to use. Theres nothing better then picking up a guitar and just getting out some emotions through music and just letting it flow. I think I'm going to guitar center today with rob and depending on how much I got paid I think I'm ganna get a wah wah finally and I'm really excited about that.
This summer has made me realize just how much my friends mean to me. I didn't have one shot at any girl all summer as far as I know and I was alright with it when I was with my friends. Late at night laying in bed lonely wasn't as bad as it usually can be because I have some great friends who have my back and are always down to hang out and do just about anything. The memories I have with these people are the most valuable thing I hold. As many of my friends know I'v had quite a bit of concussions and a little bit of memory loss here and there and it scares the fuck out of me to think that I could lose all thats happened with all these people. As much as I don't regret any sport or crazy activity I've done because I love it, I know that the risks I took are catching up on me. My back and head and body hurts so often from the shit my body has taken. Yet I can't wait for winter to go snowboarding and snowmobiling this winter.
I'm listening to some cheesy music and it gives me some form of high hopes that what I'm hoping happens will actually work out. I've had some pretty terrible luck with girls not treating me like shit which has only made me more of a pesimist but I just don't want the past to scar my present so I just woun't let that happen. It's not like I can help it though, I'm a sucker for a pretty smile and a great personality so what ever happens happens.
maybbe ill revise this later to clean up some of the randomness, but I doubt it
"
This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be"
So many fun things have happened this summer that it would be impossible to come close to naming all of them so I'm not really going to try. I worked 40 hours a week while somehow keeping a social life of going out nearly every night even if I was exuasted almost all the time all summer long. Some of my friends may think less of me I think after this summer which I realized after talking to a couple friend's and I didn't really like that at all to be honest but I'm still just me and nothing has changed so if anyone thinks otherwise then that sucks for them. I had and sometimes have my party streaks but thats just for fun and my friends have seen the worst of it first hand at our own parties.
I got my license and bought myself a 1972 Oldsmobile Cutlass which I love driving so much. I could sell it and make a profit but I just enjoy that car so much I don't think I will for awhile or for a lot of money. It's my first car and its comfy as hell. I'm 6'2"/6'3" I dont fit in most cars and in this one I have so much room. It has the sound system all set and a rebuilt engine, new shocks, new tank, new fuel pump, new exuast, I'm about to replace all the brakes. It's just all around I can't believe I own it.
I haven't been learning as many new guitar songs as I would like but I kept practicing scales and improving as much as possible so I could at the very least keep up my skills and I'm so glad I did. Playing guitar is such an escape for me now instead of something I had no idea how to use. Theres nothing better then picking up a guitar and just getting out some emotions through music and just letting it flow. I think I'm going to guitar center today with rob and depending on how much I got paid I think I'm ganna get a wah wah finally and I'm really excited about that.
This summer has made me realize just how much my friends mean to me. I didn't have one shot at any girl all summer as far as I know and I was alright with it when I was with my friends. Late at night laying in bed lonely wasn't as bad as it usually can be because I have some great friends who have my back and are always down to hang out and do just about anything. The memories I have with these people are the most valuable thing I hold. As many of my friends know I'v had quite a bit of concussions and a little bit of memory loss here and there and it scares the fuck out of me to think that I could lose all thats happened with all these people. As much as I don't regret any sport or crazy activity I've done because I love it, I know that the risks I took are catching up on me. My back and head and body hurts so often from the shit my body has taken. Yet I can't wait for winter to go snowboarding and snowmobiling this winter.
I'm listening to some cheesy music and it gives me some form of high hopes that what I'm hoping happens will actually work out. I've had some pretty terrible luck with girls not treating me like shit which has only made me more of a pesimist but I just don't want the past to scar my present so I just woun't let that happen. It's not like I can help it though, I'm a sucker for a pretty smile and a great personality so what ever happens happens.
maybbe ill revise this later to clean up some of the randomness, but I doubt it
"
This is the end of a really sad story
But don't feel bad for me
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be
Like the star of a really sad story
You don't live happily
I started out alone
And in the end that's where I'll be"