running
i just got back from working out with joey. running hurts me so bad, it's such a psychological trip... all i do is think my brain out until it hurts, in combination with my body hurting, trying to concentrate on my breathing and trying to ignore the sun burning down on my brain. i felt like throwing up when i was doing my sit ups... my last lap around the track, he told me that i either stuck with him the entire way or i would have to run more... i almost started crying the last quarter of the lap i hurt so fucking bad.
but hey, i lost 7.5 lbs in 2 weeks.
my love situation is like this: i'm a girl. therefore, i think way too much. about the wrong things. i don't need the title, i just need him with me. his hand in mine would be enough.
so, that's where i'm at right now.
love,
kelli
but hey, i lost 7.5 lbs in 2 weeks.
my love situation is like this: i'm a girl. therefore, i think way too much. about the wrong things. i don't need the title, i just need him with me. his hand in mine would be enough.
so, that's where i'm at right now.
love,
kelli