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Being in love gives me the worst case of anxiety. The more I love, the more I start to worry about the break-up. I do that because all the guys I've previously dated have never given me any sort of future plan. They live in the "now" and never in the "later". I don't understand why now that I have someone who isn't afraid of planning our future together, I feel terrified. I'm trying to convince myself that it's because I'm afraid of losing him and this wonderful gift but that doesn't seem to relinquish any doubts. I need to start going with the flow because dwelling causes me to act crazy. I'm in love and that's all that matter. We're going to move out and everything is going to be perfect...
"A pair of powerful spectacles has sometimes sufficed to cure a person in love."
I still think Nietzsche is an asshole.
"A pair of powerful spectacles has sometimes sufficed to cure a person in love."
I still think Nietzsche is an asshole.