I'm not insane, I can still function.......i swear...

[hellakool]

what's going on?
once again I'm lost
once again it doesn't mean anything.
my stomach hurts,
is it because my heart has sunken and is drowning in my fluids

i miss her. a lot. i know everything's is going well down there.

four white walls...four white walls...that seem to narrow in
i keep glow stars around, i illusion a fake sky...
but even in my own room..
i never see them glow.
even in my own room.

here is a cry leaking out from the cracks
a cry, to find life
a shout for meaning
a shout for a goal to be reached.
i dream and speak them...but my dreams don't come true...
so I am left wishing and puffing

music=my outburst and sacred solitude.