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this weekend was a great weekend...scott turned 21 and we tottaly were legit at wall street. the only way it would have been better is if deven was there. i really miss him, sometimes so badly that i cant sleep at night. Sometimes the pain is so great that i have to fall asleep with pictures of him on my pillow. i wish i coudl find the solution to my problems....but untill then i will drown in the never ending black hole that in eternity in my soul