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May 17, 2005 23:16

so i dont no about you but i want to go to school. i want to go to cookie break and i want to go to lunch and i want to be with all the people i love and all the people i hate and make fun of people behind their back and have drama and be 18 for ever...but i cant. and now im sad. 4 years went by so fast. i dont even understand how something like this happens. i dont understand how you can just take such a tight group of people and spread them apart all over the country...and for some of us...we wont talk anymore and thats life. ill miss
how we wont all depend on people like andrew to tell us what is happening this weekend and where and when nothing is happening we all just go to his house and sneak tequila shots while 21 year old women pee their pants.
how whintey and deven arnt the only two of us losers to still be in band
how alyssa and i argue constently and "hate" each other but then are best friends
how adam is a junior?
and how trevor and pelton are the token assholes we love?
and how jade and nicole will be better then us for as long as we live and we just need to get over it
and how ryan waller knows everything about every computer problem in the history of the world
how susie and daniela are the spicey little sex pots
and how rachels voice is insane and her boobs are perfect.
how karly is the best drunk
how lisa and diego will always be the group couple
and mike patrick will always lose everythign and forget everything
how rob is rob
and dana never causes trouble
and bridet is always goign to be bridget and we love bridget the way she is
and how i decided for some reason to leave you alone only to realize how big of a mistake that was and how lucky i am you guys took me back.
im going to miss our roles. now WE are adults (scary?) now i have to be responsible for myself and i cant make my mom do things that i dont want to do....like laundry and my lunch...i dont understand how in 10 years when we get together...well be diffrent people in diffrent places the same comforble place were all in now. i no college will be amazing but us as we no it is over and now matter how many of you deny it, your all going to miss it. youd be a fool if you didnt.
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