You know who you are.

[hella_radd]

You gave me so much shit for forgetting and when i give it back, you cant take it. You leave me feeling belittled and worthless and you accuse me of seeing myself higher than you. One moment you loved me and the next, someone flipped the switch and you were deleting all my contact information. You said that you were the only one who stuck around and you said you always would. Its hypocrites like you who corrupt this world. Your view on life gets others down and you draw power from that. You are the biggest narcissist i will probably see in my life time. So guess what? You were right again. I wont run into anyone else like you, and i sure hope not. Everytime i go against your opinion, you say im being hostile. You say there is no god in existence but you view yourself as god. You think you are the messiah, gods gift to earth. I said i would be there for you through thick and thin, but you brought this upon yourself. I have lost so much of me to you and you leave me feeling like a spineless mass on the floor for you to just walk upon. So this is to you, and i mean it with all my heart. You made me so much stronger and so much weaker than before i knew you. I hope you will eventually see your wrongs and have a better outlook on life. You dont just live a miserable life and then die in a desperate manner. That may be true for you, but it isnt for me. Life is what you make it and if you just want to make it some life long struggle that amounts to nothing in the end, you can sure as hell do so, but dont drag others along.

Love,
Emily