First Impressions
I hate first impressions.... because people judge me on how i dont smile often. But I cant smile which sucks. Though i've been told that I 'smile with my eyes'
Probably why I dont have a lot of friends acutally no friends in the area that I live right now. I could do something about it but i'm not social. I want to be, but I dont know what to do.
I try not to let the things like my muscular dystrophy get to me but somedays it just takes over. I get through my day slowly but i'll still put a smile on my face. Just lately, I think my MD has taken a turn for worst. This is the time of the year where it either stay stable or gets worst. I'm trying to work out but right now I dont have a gym to go to or the room to have a personal gym.
But one thing is that I wont let my MD take over my life. I've lived with it all my life but didnt find out about 6 years ago. I just accepted it and just learned where my limitations are. But I pushed my boundaries. I want to try things that people dont think that I can do. I want to prove others wrong. I can do whatever I want to do. There are things that can help me like being a techincian. Though I can be a techincian, i cant be one for the rest of my life. My MD will take over but i dont know when. Just hope not now.
Im just frustrated with life at the moment. But i'll get through like always.
Sorry about my rant, just gotta let it out somehow. But thanks for listening though.
Probably why I dont have a lot of friends acutally no friends in the area that I live right now. I could do something about it but i'm not social. I want to be, but I dont know what to do.
I try not to let the things like my muscular dystrophy get to me but somedays it just takes over. I get through my day slowly but i'll still put a smile on my face. Just lately, I think my MD has taken a turn for worst. This is the time of the year where it either stay stable or gets worst. I'm trying to work out but right now I dont have a gym to go to or the room to have a personal gym.
But one thing is that I wont let my MD take over my life. I've lived with it all my life but didnt find out about 6 years ago. I just accepted it and just learned where my limitations are. But I pushed my boundaries. I want to try things that people dont think that I can do. I want to prove others wrong. I can do whatever I want to do. There are things that can help me like being a techincian. Though I can be a techincian, i cant be one for the rest of my life. My MD will take over but i dont know when. Just hope not now.
Im just frustrated with life at the moment. But i'll get through like always.
Sorry about my rant, just gotta let it out somehow. But thanks for listening though.