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[hella__nervouss]

i'm so sick of all of this.
sick of being surrounded by people who don't support me,
sick of being brought down all the time over nothing,
sick of nothing i give (emotionally/materially) ever being returned,
and most of all:

sick of people taking advantage of me.

don't call it a friendship if it's all bullshit.
don't just brush me off, say it to my face.

fuck everyone who hasn't been fucking "real" to me,
you are all full of shit.

i feel like an idiot for wasting any of my time on you,
you're dead to me, lower than anything in my mind, gone for good.
stop being so hypocritical.

the world doesn't have to be black and white.
why is everything hitting such extremes?
am i the only one that can see the gray areas?

end.