(no subject)
I kind of miss not feeling
when I was on my anxiety meds, things happened that I knew probably should have made me sad
but I didn't feel sad
I felt nothing
Now, the feelings are back
I guess it's not bad to feel
feelings are what make us human
but they're exhausting
I don't really have friends here
I think that I do sometimes
in fact, sometimes I'm almost sure that I do
but I'm wrong
I wish I knew what I was doing wrong so I could fix it
when I was on my anxiety meds, things happened that I knew probably should have made me sad
but I didn't feel sad
I felt nothing
Now, the feelings are back
I guess it's not bad to feel
feelings are what make us human
but they're exhausting
I don't really have friends here
I think that I do sometimes
in fact, sometimes I'm almost sure that I do
but I'm wrong
I wish I knew what I was doing wrong so I could fix it