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determined]
[listening to: switchfoot - dare you to move]
I know this is kind of sudden, but I am going to take an indefinite break from the DBSK fandom and writing fics *hides from everyone* for a while.
Why? Because I need time to revive my Saga community
butterflykiss_c .
butterflykiss_c is the FIRST (and I think official?) Saga community on LJ, and I am proud to have created it. i intended for it to be the place for all Saga fans to commence, and I think I have succeeded. At first. See, I have lost interest in jrock music after a while, partly because I didn't have a regular internet connection back then and partly because all of a sudden jrock songs sounded the same to me. I didn't want to be irresponsible, so I found someone to take over as mod. So i carried on, thinking the comm was alive and in good hands, only to come back after half a year or so and realize that the supposed mod has disappeared WITHOUT CONTACTING ME. I feel bad for everyone at the comm, and most of all Saga. While all the other communities for the other band members were flourishing, I left mine to die. And id that wasn't irresponsible, then what is?
So now I am leaving for an interminable amount of time to concentrate on getting the community up and running again. I think it is time to take some responsibility and assemble a new team who will take over modding the comm. Not only that, I'm also trying to catch up on my jrock because I feel I owe it to Saga to not let his only existing fan-community in LJ go down the drain, and I feel I should not "run away" from this like I have on so many other things. So to everyone I have made commitments to, I am so sorry!! And I know I promised to update my fic in a week, but now I'm not so sure. I'm not saying i will not, simply that I MIGHT not. But since I promised, I will try my best, ok?
Lots of love everyone. please bear with me going MIA for a while~ I AM SO SORRY!!!!
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