OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YEAH I'M OFF LOCKDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOYA BITCHES!!!!
well my stepdad said that I'm off lockdown soo woohoo I have all my priveleges back so in celebration I put up my Lacuna Coil poster and my Metallica poster that's barely a start...so that's what I'm happy about. but otherwise I'm still gloomy and I have a right to be...
Yesterday I felt that I was being put in the middle of a stupid drama that took place yesterday and I'm upset about the fact that people aren't making an effort to help celebrate my bday on friday....it makes me feel like shit that I ask them at the beginning of the month to be there for me and they say ok and now they're like Oh I can't or I don't know...well I would like to know if they can or not...it would help
AND then I'm depressed about the fact that the person whom I THOUGHT was my BEST FRIEND in other words Desiree is not really talking to me. It makes me wonder if I did something wrong to make her not talk to me or if she doesn't like me...
I'm there for her if she's upset about something and I try to be there for her like a friend but it seems that she doesn't even regard me as a friend anymore...what did I do to be treated like this by her? It seems that she doesn't show any concern about how I feel or anything...instead she's hanging out w/ Nichole and Kim all the time and only says hi to me like twice a day...
have I lost her? I feel I have...will I ever gain her back? I don't know
Yesterday I felt that I was being put in the middle of a stupid drama that took place yesterday and I'm upset about the fact that people aren't making an effort to help celebrate my bday on friday....it makes me feel like shit that I ask them at the beginning of the month to be there for me and they say ok and now they're like Oh I can't or I don't know...well I would like to know if they can or not...it would help
AND then I'm depressed about the fact that the person whom I THOUGHT was my BEST FRIEND in other words Desiree is not really talking to me. It makes me wonder if I did something wrong to make her not talk to me or if she doesn't like me...
I'm there for her if she's upset about something and I try to be there for her like a friend but it seems that she doesn't even regard me as a friend anymore...what did I do to be treated like this by her? It seems that she doesn't show any concern about how I feel or anything...instead she's hanging out w/ Nichole and Kim all the time and only says hi to me like twice a day...
have I lost her? I feel I have...will I ever gain her back? I don't know