Sep 04, 2004 10:57
Last night I went to the Drive in Movie Theater in Vineland with my family. The place is so far away, but it was really nice. It was so old fashioned, they placed all of those refreshment comemrcials from the 50's and 60's during intermission. And the food was so cheap. A box of popcorn for $1.
I'm going to miss my dad so much when he leaves. The other day mom and brother and I made him a build a bear for his birthday. We recorded us saying happy birthday, merry christams, and all those other holidays that we won't be spending with him. It's going to be a big change not having him around. I'm even more worried that my mom will have a nervous break down. She's defiently got some serious issues, like depression and who knows what else, but doesn't want to get therapy or anything. I hope she can keep it together while he is gone.
And top of all this shit I miss Tom so much. I'm probably better off without him and I know that even if we were to get back together the same shit would just happen again. But I still love him, and its so hard letting go of that.