my life is SO dificult
I am going CRAZI living at home. I should not have to deal with this shit at my age. My parents have gone absolutly crazy, They have been trying to have complete control over my life forever. I could never make my own decisions or be my own person- I always had to do what they wanted. Even now in college, they are trying to hold the same dominace over me. They say I need to have a cerfew. What the fuck, I am 19, I don't need a cerfew, I'm not a child, I can make up my own mind about when to go out and come home and what to do and who to hang out with.
And as if that wasn't bad enough, they absolutly hate Tom. All I all day long is how they think he's so horrible. He's not even a bad guy at all. He's not perfect, but no one ever is. They are trying to keep me from growing up and being with someone, that is insane. And it's not even like they just say don't be with him. Thay have taken away my car so I can't go see him. My mom claims she's goign to kill herself becasue she can't handle what I'm doing to her. What the hell kind of person does that? She doesn't like who I'm with, so she claims she'll kill herself? She'll do anything to keep her control over me.
I don't know what to do anymore. My parents are ruining my life. I can't be here. Everyone trys to give me some easy answeres that maybe would work in thier lives, but not in mine. Or maybe I'm not strong enough to tear myself away from my family. It doesn't seem like I even have a choice if they are going to be acting like this. I don't want to not have a good relatipnship with my parents, but it seems like this will never end. I really really hoped it would get better after I went to college, but it's only gotten worse.
And as if that wasn't bad enough, they absolutly hate Tom. All I all day long is how they think he's so horrible. He's not even a bad guy at all. He's not perfect, but no one ever is. They are trying to keep me from growing up and being with someone, that is insane. And it's not even like they just say don't be with him. Thay have taken away my car so I can't go see him. My mom claims she's goign to kill herself becasue she can't handle what I'm doing to her. What the hell kind of person does that? She doesn't like who I'm with, so she claims she'll kill herself? She'll do anything to keep her control over me.
I don't know what to do anymore. My parents are ruining my life. I can't be here. Everyone trys to give me some easy answeres that maybe would work in thier lives, but not in mine. Or maybe I'm not strong enough to tear myself away from my family. It doesn't seem like I even have a choice if they are going to be acting like this. I don't want to not have a good relatipnship with my parents, but it seems like this will never end. I really really hoped it would get better after I went to college, but it's only gotten worse.