My Party Is Better Than Yours.
"I hate you as much as I miss you". Harrumph. Yes, I do have feelings for him. And, yes, coming back Tuesday is going to be hard. Pretending that he only wants me for sex makes it easier. It directs the passion toward a path of hatred, which makes the image of him in my mind more repulsive, and renders him easier to resist. Whehay!
Am I going to be able to resist? I hope so. I know how much I'm going to regret it. We're currently texting about the other girls he likes. Oh, dear. I hope I don't seem obvious. But I always do... Meh! I guess I started it. I was in that organised 'meet' with Brendan. How awkward.
I shall try my hardest to walk away from the Ben thing. And it'll be ok. I've survived 2 weeks in a different country to him. I'll be graaaand! Hopefully.
Yeah! I'll be fine! It's the summer! Woo etc!
Stupid boys.
Am I going to be able to resist? I hope so. I know how much I'm going to regret it. We're currently texting about the other girls he likes. Oh, dear. I hope I don't seem obvious. But I always do... Meh! I guess I started it. I was in that organised 'meet' with Brendan. How awkward.
I shall try my hardest to walk away from the Ben thing. And it'll be ok. I've survived 2 weeks in a different country to him. I'll be graaaand! Hopefully.
Yeah! I'll be fine! It's the summer! Woo etc!
Stupid boys.