no tears
Tonight was my farewell to the bikers. I'm going to miss them with their trash talk and dirty jokes. If anyone ever wonders where I learned to talk trash so well it was from them. I think this is a skill that will serve me well.
There are a lot of goodbyes on my plate in the next few days. Went to dinner with the extended family tonight too. Had to say good-bye-for-now to my sweet little cousin. She turned twelve this week and she is getting prettier. I am going to miss how earnestly she hugs me.
There I go, sounding like I'm never coming back. I'll be home again at Christmas but right now it feels like that might be an eternity away.
My eyes are strangely dry. After this much drinking I expected otherwise. Perhaps drunken excess is just what I need to get me through the last few days.
This isn't going to help my packing.
I do not want any more goodbyes.
You do not always get what you want.
There are a lot of goodbyes on my plate in the next few days. Went to dinner with the extended family tonight too. Had to say good-bye-for-now to my sweet little cousin. She turned twelve this week and she is getting prettier. I am going to miss how earnestly she hugs me.
There I go, sounding like I'm never coming back. I'll be home again at Christmas but right now it feels like that might be an eternity away.
My eyes are strangely dry. After this much drinking I expected otherwise. Perhaps drunken excess is just what I need to get me through the last few days.
This isn't going to help my packing.
I do not want any more goodbyes.
You do not always get what you want.