Jun 18, 2009 03:10
Nyquil makes me have weird half dreams.
I miss the old days. I miss staying at the waffle house every night until 4AM talking about anything and everything.
I miss seeing my best friends every day, spending every free moment together, taking each other to work and school and picking each other up. I miss only needing enough money to eat for the week and put gas in my car.
I miss not being confused about my life.
I miss not having three men rule every shred of happiness that I experience.
The one from the past, the one who may not ever be more than friends, and the current interest.
I miss Rachel driving us all over north alabama in her pre-POS car.
I miss Rin not having to worry about work or school. She and I being joined at the hip.
I miss Klara wanting to stay out every night, even if it usually involved grody.
I miss me and me and me and me.
Why do we all drift apart as we get older? I don't want to turn into one of those old people who has no friends.
Sigh. I'm too young to be thinking back on how much I miss the "Good Old Days" I want to make new good days, new great days even.