facing forward
been having one of those "what the hell am i doing with myself" weeks.
tired of a lot of the crap i've gotten myself into, and tired of not doing the things i've meant to do.
bad thing is, my list keeps getting longer.
i'm done wasting my time lookin back and being nostalgic, wishing for the things i had in the past and sighing about it.
so i'm turning my focus forward, i'm setting (small, reachable) goals, and accomplishing them. no more delusional visions of impossible grandeur. well, ok yes there will be, because it's fun and it all ties in to the smaller goals anyway.
top priority for now, immerse myself back into the music, and keep myself that way. i'm putting myself on a learning curve, and i intend to do well.
other things are, and will be falling into place as time goes by.
the past is the past, and i need to remind myself of that from time to time.
though the last chorus of "no-win scenario" still gives me goose bumps.
tired of a lot of the crap i've gotten myself into, and tired of not doing the things i've meant to do.
bad thing is, my list keeps getting longer.
i'm done wasting my time lookin back and being nostalgic, wishing for the things i had in the past and sighing about it.
so i'm turning my focus forward, i'm setting (small, reachable) goals, and accomplishing them. no more delusional visions of impossible grandeur. well, ok yes there will be, because it's fun and it all ties in to the smaller goals anyway.
top priority for now, immerse myself back into the music, and keep myself that way. i'm putting myself on a learning curve, and i intend to do well.
other things are, and will be falling into place as time goes by.
the past is the past, and i need to remind myself of that from time to time.
though the last chorus of "no-win scenario" still gives me goose bumps.