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It's kind of a new thing for me - that sensation when you have no emotions, when you're just blank. Well, it's not exactly like this, but strangely it's what I'm going through for the last few days. It's kind of irritating, because I can't even feel that I'm a good person. It's just as if I were ... as if I didn't care about anything at all. And I want to care. Everything that I do is just so easy that I don't put enough of my soul into it. Do I have any, though. Well, I guess it's one of the drawbacks of my trainings. Becoming supernatural ))
On the other hand, it's a good thing to clear emotions off, because you can focus on some important things in life. I guess I'm becoming (have become) a grown-up. You may congratulate me on that. But I wouldn't want to be such kind of a grown-up. We'll work on it. Maybe I'm just getting used to everything I got showered with.
And then those dreams at night... Kind of weird. Subconscious working. )
I feel joy, though, when I write. Or listen to music.
Do I worry about anything? Not at all.
I'd like for my students to achieve their results fast, to become independent from me, to start speaking fluently. Let's say, that kind of result will have been achieved by November - in case everybody attends lessons and does what I'm telling to do. If it's possible, then even earlier. The earlier - the better, isn't it?
And frankly speaking, I'd want to run away into the wild)) To try different professions. To meet and get to know different people. To learn about their lives. To get new experience. To write about it. Wouldn't that be lovely? Isn't that impossible...
I'd like to go to Baikal in Summer.
And to Oxford...
On the other hand, it's a good thing to clear emotions off, because you can focus on some important things in life. I guess I'm becoming (have become) a grown-up. You may congratulate me on that. But I wouldn't want to be such kind of a grown-up. We'll work on it. Maybe I'm just getting used to everything I got showered with.
And then those dreams at night... Kind of weird. Subconscious working. )
I feel joy, though, when I write. Or listen to music.
Do I worry about anything? Not at all.
I'd like for my students to achieve their results fast, to become independent from me, to start speaking fluently. Let's say, that kind of result will have been achieved by November - in case everybody attends lessons and does what I'm telling to do. If it's possible, then even earlier. The earlier - the better, isn't it?
And frankly speaking, I'd want to run away into the wild)) To try different professions. To meet and get to know different people. To learn about their lives. To get new experience. To write about it. Wouldn't that be lovely? Isn't that impossible...
I'd like to go to Baikal in Summer.
And to Oxford...