Whatever
i'M NOT A PARANOID little girl .. im just insecure with myself, is that such a bad thing? Everyone has something they are insecure about. Don't tell me to grow up ... Ive been placed in that kind of atmosphere al;l my life .. no one liked me .. i was the outkast, and everyone and their mother talked about me. Just because I hang out with different people now should i automatically make the change?
I'm fucking sorry that i feel like the world is out to get me and that i hate being made fun of I try to laugh it off, bnut deep down inside, it hurts, it hurts alot. And yeah i know everyone gets made fun of , but i feel like its always me, no matter what.... I was the fat redhead with braces in school ... and altho i may not be that person on the outside i still am on the inside, so excuse me for feeling the wya i do. I dont need to grow up, I already am grown up .. And iw ont bother making small talk with anymone anymore about anything unless they talk to me.. i dont care who you are. No one knows what ive been through the past pretty much 14 years of my life... since the day i started kindergarted. I wasnt accepted, why, i dont know. Is it ever gonna stop? I dont think id mind it if it was here and there. but jokes get dragged on and im sick of feeling like the loser. somethings just bother peole .. and thats what bothers and hurts me the most ...
ims orry for bothering you but i felt like i didnt something horrible and all i tried to do was clear it up .....
I'm fucking sorry that i feel like the world is out to get me and that i hate being made fun of I try to laugh it off, bnut deep down inside, it hurts, it hurts alot. And yeah i know everyone gets made fun of , but i feel like its always me, no matter what.... I was the fat redhead with braces in school ... and altho i may not be that person on the outside i still am on the inside, so excuse me for feeling the wya i do. I dont need to grow up, I already am grown up .. And iw ont bother making small talk with anymone anymore about anything unless they talk to me.. i dont care who you are. No one knows what ive been through the past pretty much 14 years of my life... since the day i started kindergarted. I wasnt accepted, why, i dont know. Is it ever gonna stop? I dont think id mind it if it was here and there. but jokes get dragged on and im sick of feeling like the loser. somethings just bother peole .. and thats what bothers and hurts me the most ...
ims orry for bothering you but i felt like i didnt something horrible and all i tried to do was clear it up .....