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I cant get myself to sit down and just write...its to the point where i cant aven get out of the house really....I went to Kerioki......I did not mean too...but i went for a walk last night and stoped in my usal haunt...And GUess WhaT..Juast about the Whole Crew was there Befor my beer could get half full....I was feeling like I had to do Somthing really stupid and predictible with my last pay check of 30$ from the FWB
"FuckingWB" any way it was all good....not that much fun..but that is all ive done...for some time now...I dont think ill be out much till i iether get a real job...or a real writng job....I just dont have the patients to let my brain do its work....it pisses me off that all Im thinking of late is $$$...but im just so deep in the dark deep end of the pool of my thought s ...its really hard to see anny light to write by....And there i go...i get a moment of clarity....and ...then its gone...as for the Old job issuse...they had no problem sending me the check for the day that was over looked.....Thank God...cuz i dont think i could be very nice face to face...Through the Vines that grow in thes parts iv heard it was not "the letter"...But a SIX month Plan to fire me...i guess....thats all i got ...not that i really trust vines any more........people...LOL...Friend is a 4 letter word from Cake just came up on the itunes RaNdoM Gods....I cut myself off...from many...and it is better that way...For them...and maybe me...Loner time....Cold ...but ..predictble....I dont like being cold...
"FuckingWB" any way it was all good....not that much fun..but that is all ive done...for some time now...I dont think ill be out much till i iether get a real job...or a real writng job....I just dont have the patients to let my brain do its work....it pisses me off that all Im thinking of late is $$$...but im just so deep in the dark deep end of the pool of my thought s ...its really hard to see anny light to write by....And there i go...i get a moment of clarity....and ...then its gone...as for the Old job issuse...they had no problem sending me the check for the day that was over looked.....Thank God...cuz i dont think i could be very nice face to face...Through the Vines that grow in thes parts iv heard it was not "the letter"...But a SIX month Plan to fire me...i guess....thats all i got ...not that i really trust vines any more........people...LOL...Friend is a 4 letter word from Cake just came up on the itunes RaNdoM Gods....I cut myself off...from many...and it is better that way...For them...and maybe me...Loner time....Cold ...but ..predictble....I dont like being cold...