Aug 02, 2007 22:50
I want to sleep.
I feel good.
That's a weird thing to say.
I think I can handle this without the anti-depressants. I cannot believe it! My digestion is so much better, I do not sleep as well, but exercise will fix that. I can donate blood (if I have enough of it) and can hopefully begin to like trust myself. That would be nice.
I love him. Too much to really say. I find it so pleasant that after 4 years it hasn't diminished at all. It is too good to be true.
I have been a bitch and I have be unfair, tempermental and depressed, but we've always talked it through.
I do not think humans are monogamous by nature. But I chose to be. And I'm sticking to it.
How random are my rantings?
I'm going north this weekend. I get to see Stalín. I get to sleep in the same bed as she. I get to smell the arctic wind, to sleep in.
I cannot wait.
eiríkur,
húsavík,
depression,
cat,
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