teehee
ashley makes me happy :)
so much has happened. i don't even know where to begin. i am feeling so much better lately. i'm actually getting up for class, and i am STARTING to do SOME homework...
i am still constantly reminded by things in the past that make me very upset, but i can't let that bother me anymore. i have to start looking ahead instead of staying home and sleeping....and believe me, it's MUCH easier to stay home.
i have class today in about a half hour. i really just want to go back to bed, but I know that would be an awful idea...so i'm gonna suck it up and just go. i went home this past weekend... my great aunt millie passed away :( she was great. she was so strong and such a hoot. her favorite three words were: "go to hell!" she was so awesome... i got to visit her in the hospital before she passed.. she was already gone though. she was on a respirator and her eyes were closed...they took out her teeth so they could get her to breath witout worrying about her teeth falling out. it was sad... but i guess now she doesn't have to deal with all that pain. she was so frail toward the end.
in other news, i've been reassured that i'm a lesbian. i went out with a fabulous guy on saturday, and i just couldn't do it. he was so amazing and nice and funny and smart and CUTE! but.. i couldn't find it in me to feel anything physical for him.
i'm gonna go to class now. peace out, cub scouts.
tata....
so much has happened. i don't even know where to begin. i am feeling so much better lately. i'm actually getting up for class, and i am STARTING to do SOME homework...
i am still constantly reminded by things in the past that make me very upset, but i can't let that bother me anymore. i have to start looking ahead instead of staying home and sleeping....and believe me, it's MUCH easier to stay home.
i have class today in about a half hour. i really just want to go back to bed, but I know that would be an awful idea...so i'm gonna suck it up and just go. i went home this past weekend... my great aunt millie passed away :( she was great. she was so strong and such a hoot. her favorite three words were: "go to hell!" she was so awesome... i got to visit her in the hospital before she passed.. she was already gone though. she was on a respirator and her eyes were closed...they took out her teeth so they could get her to breath witout worrying about her teeth falling out. it was sad... but i guess now she doesn't have to deal with all that pain. she was so frail toward the end.
in other news, i've been reassured that i'm a lesbian. i went out with a fabulous guy on saturday, and i just couldn't do it. he was so amazing and nice and funny and smart and CUTE! but.. i couldn't find it in me to feel anything physical for him.
i'm gonna go to class now. peace out, cub scouts.
tata....