just another day in the hood
I didnt get to do any of the work i wanted to today. On a brighter note i got the job. Apparently i can type 6255 keystrokes an hour with 1% error. Mom calls it a minimum wage job because i only get paid 8.50. Does she not remember that this is a temporary job while i get my liscence. I cant apply for real jobs unless i have a car to drive me places. Plus this is good experience. I dont have a variety of jobs that i can put in my resume. Today i had wanted to call driving schools, make an appt with the electrologist, grcoery shop, deposit money, call and bitch at verizon, pay my cingular bill, and make an appt with my advisor from grad school. I havent given up on grad school just yet. I guess i will do the bulk of my work tomorrow although i did get to deposit money and go grocery shopping. I have a vacation until feb 3 and i am not exactly living it up if u know what i mean. I gotta pay some bills and clean a little bit but maybe hui can help me with that if she's not too busy. I also want a longer cord for my road runner. I need to call james and hang out with him as well as Gina. I havent been using my cell phone all that much. Anyway, mom and i kept fighting. SHe told me that college was a waste of money and that i should revamp my reesume so i can move back home and get a job there. She doesnt seem to realize that i cannot move back home. Plus along with crap from the rents i have all these other problems. I pulled a muscle in my shoulder so i cant really move my right side too much. I ve been having really bad stomach problems. My tongue got blistered and swollen from the moose munch that julie gave me, and i have scratches all over my biceps. i remember pulling a muscle in my hand when i wasa 12. It was right before 6th grade so i guess i was 11. I saw aa roach in my basement for the first time and freaked and ran right into my brothers muscle. i bent my pinky all the way back and it wouldnt bend back. I went to my mom crying and she told me it was my fault and that i wont be able to write my book report that is due in 3 weeks. Its all my fault for playing with my brother and i am going to fail the 6th grade. Man parents can be so mean. My moms comments especially hurt because not only is she my mom but she is also my best friend. She is the kind of friend who will tell u how it is and not lie to you. I guess i like that but not when she gets all mother like. i know the reaeson they want me to come home and live there is so that they can always keep tabs on me. I cant do that anymore. they even tried today. My dad called and left mssgs like, "Ri, where are u? call me back now!". what the fuck man. Im fucking 23 years old, cut the damn cord! anyway, i hope everyone else is doing better than i am. I should call gina tomorrow and see how she is doing. Havent spoken to her in a while. Havent spoken to a lot of people in a while! im gonna try and get up early, maybe get some work done.