So we technically only have to shoot two actual films in Videography - one we've already done, and the other is the final. He handed out the assignment two weeks ago - it took me until three hours before the treatments/storyboards were due on Thursday for me to come up with a vaguely workable idea (I don't think in moving pictures, which is a major drawback: details
here). I have since this morning been forced to discard that idea and wrack my brains for a second one because the actors (who I literally couldn't have asked any earlier) refused to get up early in the morning, have said second idea shot down, scramble desperately for a third, and have my actor back down because "that sounds like too much work, sorry." I am still scrambling. MPreg is being seriously considered. This is my bloody final. If I don't have raw footage to show in class at 1000 Tuesday, I won't get any better than a C. You'd think family would be a little more caring.
To top it all off, I'm pretty sure I flunked my math test (again), I've got three different Big Bangs that need to be worked on over this weekend, one of which posts on Tuesday Monday and I don't have anything better than the original rough draft (artist's block - always at the most inconvenient time), and I've already had to cancel my birthday lunch because whether I like it or not, I have to film something tomorrow, however shitty it may be, and I'm just having a shitty month, OK? The crying in the title is literal.
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The long and nasty version is on DW; flocked, though, sorry.)