aloneness
does anyone else ever get the feeling of aloneness? All my friends have jsut in the past month left me for college. They seem like they are all having fun and making friends. I have one friend out of my classes and shes like ...28....so obviously im not going to be able to hang out with her. And the people at panera are creepy and i would never wanna see outside of panera. So what do i do everyday? I get up go to work and come home and sit on the computer..if not that then i get up go to work, go to class, come home and sit on the computer. Not so much fun......
then i think to myself.. well i jsut need a boyfriend to take up some time..but that jsut brings a whole other problem....finding one. One good enough..one that doesnt have any annoying quirks or i can stand to be around more then like 3 hours. There are not many of them so far...:0(
songs on my mind---some for no apparent reason---
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
I just called to say i love you
I just called to say how much i care
I just called to say i love you
And i mean it from the bottom of my heart