EVERYTIME I POST I AM WHINING ABOUT SOMETHING BAD
Good news: I have A++++++ in like every class (but Cal-COO-lus. o mr. gribbles.)
Bad news: I have A++++++ in like every class
...
I'M NOT SPENDING MY TIME WISELY ENOUGH.
What should I spend it on? College essays, scholarships, etc etc.
Why am I not doing that? It depresses me.
Epiphany: I am avoiding all this college stuff by taking up my time doing "busy work" aka other school distractions. Like outlining. Studying. A different essay.
Not really the best coping method, since it creates so much stress in addition, but it's the reality of it?
:(
Why do I suck so much.
Just. Depressed. From. Filling. Out. Forms.
And anti-pep talk from Drain this afternoon.
le sigh.
Bad news: I have A++++++ in like every class
...
I'M NOT SPENDING MY TIME WISELY ENOUGH.
What should I spend it on? College essays, scholarships, etc etc.
Why am I not doing that? It depresses me.
Epiphany: I am avoiding all this college stuff by taking up my time doing "busy work" aka other school distractions. Like outlining. Studying. A different essay.
Not really the best coping method, since it creates so much stress in addition, but it's the reality of it?
:(
Why do I suck so much.
Just. Depressed. From. Filling. Out. Forms.
And anti-pep talk from Drain this afternoon.
le sigh.