WIPs + RANT +.. ANGSTY FRUSTRATION? ;--;
*sigh* I'm supposed to be working but I have no motivation! D:~ Not even the money makes me want to do my best~ u_u
This is what I'm doing now:
Some structures in 3d...but now I have to tie them together with those yellow lines that are supposed to be of iron...They're used for support or something like that x_x~ To be honest, I don't really understand what I'm doing, but my dad (the boss) is scary when he loses his patience and I'm afraid to ask.. >.< He only tells me to google it when I have doubts =_=~ But well...!
On the other side, I'm also doing the next page for Cloe...
But I've been also procrastinating a lot x_x~ GAHHH I need to finish!! But I also have to finish my job!!! But I get distracted too much!!! Dx AHHHH erjnegepñrhgnagaheh SO FRUSTRATING!!!!! *dies*
I'm also a bit moody because I talked with a former classmate and he told me they were doing fine in school ;--;~ It makes me feel so guilty since I dropped out and I never said anything to them...They probably think I was unreasonable to take such a reckless decision, but... WELL, IT ALREADY HAPPENED AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ANYMORE! T__________T
And I can't help but feeling useless..Being home all day, just lazying around ;-----;~ I feel like I'm not doing anything productlve.. u_u~
I'm not even taking my job seriously~ sigh~
Sorry for being so depressing ;------;~ It's just that.. I haven't been lucky with my studies ever since I graduated from highschool...
If only I could live off of drawing comics I would be soo happy ;u;~ It's the only thing that truly motivates me~ *v*
But anyway~ must get back to my duties x_x~ and I also have to draw lots of other things~ mmmmh I guess I'll take an all-nighter one of these days >.<~!
This is what I'm doing now:
Some structures in 3d...but now I have to tie them together with those yellow lines that are supposed to be of iron...They're used for support or something like that x_x~ To be honest, I don't really understand what I'm doing, but my dad (the boss) is scary when he loses his patience and I'm afraid to ask.. >.< He only tells me to google it when I have doubts =_=~ But well...!
On the other side, I'm also doing the next page for Cloe...
But I've been also procrastinating a lot x_x~ GAHHH I need to finish!! But I also have to finish my job!!! But I get distracted too much!!! Dx AHHHH erjnegepñrhgnagaheh SO FRUSTRATING!!!!! *dies*
I'm also a bit moody because I talked with a former classmate and he told me they were doing fine in school ;--;~ It makes me feel so guilty since I dropped out and I never said anything to them...They probably think I was unreasonable to take such a reckless decision, but... WELL, IT ALREADY HAPPENED AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ANYMORE! T__________T
And I can't help but feeling useless..Being home all day, just lazying around ;-----;~ I feel like I'm not doing anything productlve.. u_u~
I'm not even taking my job seriously~ sigh~
Sorry for being so depressing ;------;~ It's just that.. I haven't been lucky with my studies ever since I graduated from highschool...
If only I could live off of drawing comics I would be soo happy ;u;~ It's the only thing that truly motivates me~ *v*
But anyway~ must get back to my duties x_x~ and I also have to draw lots of other things~ mmmmh I guess I'll take an all-nighter one of these days >.<~!