le sigh

[heldawg8]

its amazing how some things in your life can be going so well like lacrosse starting up, having the best lil in the world, and really just enjoying spending times with the people i care about....and then situations happen where you just cant go right and the world seems to hate you and all this energy is used on trying to hold on to the past cuz the past was good and the present and future seem to be sucking.....what do you do? how do you sever ties....how do you not let it affect you? its just so hard when you want nothing more in the world than to be happy and grateful for all the amazing things you have but the smallest thing can make the great things seem so significant. hahaha i will never understand.....sigh

i wish hardship on no one ever....

good night

helz