Not Going There

[hekate101]

I want to go out and dance in the rain
Like I used to when I was younger
I want to run about in not enough clothes
I'm sure you would appreciate that

You know, you're like a rollercoaster
The way my stomach swirls
And my head goes fuzzy
How the fear and the excitement
blend together into something
amazing
perfect
absolutely wonderful
and although you know it will end
you know when it will end
you aren't sure it's ever going to end
I don't think this will ever end
Because when you speak to me
my heart jumps
When I think of you,
of me, laughing at your
terrible jokes,
my skin tingles
and I can almost feel the aftershocks
still shocking hours, days later

And it takes me so long to figure it out
It takes me too long to figure it out
To dig up what I've buried
what I didn't want to think about
because it's not going to last
it's not going to last
so we're not going there
we're not going there
Well, bloody hell, let's look at how
that one went
But I never thought I'd be the first one
to hear it
I always thought I'd lose my control
before you even thought of it
"I'm falling for <>"
and I'm so afraid
and I'm so helpless
and you make me happy

And that's all there is to it, isn't it?