When

[hekate101]

It's not I don't adore you
It turns out that I'm just scared
How much can I let you
What happens when
when
when
when
when it's over, huh?
Can you tell me about that?
It sounds so good when the song plays
but how can I not think about it
every moment
'Should I say this?
No, that's way too personal
for just a summer fling'
What will we be
when we're over
Maybe this was a bad idea
Maybe we shouldn't have
begun it at all
Maybe I shouldn't have called you that first night
But now I'm in this
I'm deep in this
I'm falling hard but I don't know
what will happen
if I just let go
Can I even let go?
I've spent so many years
building up the walls
setting up roadblocks for missteps
And now I've got to leap
without looking
AND I'M AFRAID