Ugh. Emo. Damn.
I really haven't been that happy lately. I feel like I put a lot more effort into my friendships than I get out of them. Honestly, I feel like most of my friends wouldn't care if I wasn't in their lives anymore. Like, I always intiate conversation with all of my high school friends. And my family doesn't really put effort into staying in touch with me, and I only see my roommate when she comes back to the room to pass out. And I try really really hard to make everyone happy and listen to people and all that stuff, but as soon as something goes wrong with me no one really gives a fuck. I'm ready to go home and start over again. There's been too many complications this year, and I don't even know why I'm here in the first place.