Things That Make Me Cry

Apr 05, 2006 17:07

1. The 10 page term paper for politics that is due tomorrow that I haven't started.
2. The 2 page politics quiz that's due tomorrow that I haven't started.
3. The 3 page Adam Smith paper that was due a few weeks ago that I haven't started.
4. The 10 page Communications paper that's due on Friday...that, I have started though. 3 pages left. Plus an annotated bibliography.
5. Edits that need to be made on my 23 pages of work for my Communications portfolio that is due on Friday that I haven't started.
6. The 2 page reflective essay for Communications that is due on Friday that I haven't started.
7. The fact that all my grades for this term are going to be shit.
8. The fact that my car is broken and I have no clue how I'm going to get to community service and thus get my hours done.
9. The fact that I have no clue how I'm going to pay for my car to get fixed.
10. The fact that I have no money.
11. My room is a disaster.
12. We're not allowed to do laundry between 11pm and 4am this week, so I have no clue when I'm going to do laundry.
13. Basically, I suck at life.

I have no clue why I'm here. I'm not motivated to do work, I never touch textbooks, I procrastinate, I have no clue what I'm going to do with my major, but I can't see myself majoring in anything else. I suck at school. I do less work here than I did in high school, which is absolutley pathetic. Maybe I'm not cut out for college. I really just want to move to the city and find a job. I don't want to go to school anymore, and the fact that I have to go to grad school after college pains me. I'm sick of learning useless information for a degree that I'm probably not going to use, and it's costing a lot of money. I like Elmira, I love my major, but seriously, what the hell am I going to do in 2009?
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