Jun 04, 2007 15:28
Well I'm still going to China (in OMG 10 days)!!!!! I cut my hair. It's now 2 and half inches long, but it looks shorter. Only 4 more days of school and we get yearbooks TOMORROW!!!! I heard they have metal covers. I think that's soooo cool. They'll make great weapons. I'm kinda nervous about going to China. I mean what if I can't do it and I fail miserably. I don't want to be the one the other Ducks are embarrassed about. In the beggining of the whole flagship thing I didn't even think I'd get in and now they're paying me to go to China. I kinda wish I wasn't quite so smart so I would have to deal with this stress. I know it's an oppertunity of a lifetime (and I'm grateful forit. And I'm really happy) But I'm also really scared. I'll be over there and if something goes wrong my mom is nowhere nearby. I'm sure it'll all work out, but that doesn't mean I can't worry about it anyway.