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i feel some sort of mental breakdown coming on, and i don't know how to stop it.
i don't know how to avoid it, and i don't know what's causing it.
i know i tend to repress some things, and i always try to deal with shit on my own.
it's all worked great so far, and because of it i've gained a lot of positive things in my life; but i feel as though there's some sort of really negative energy taking over.
as much as i'd hate to use the word "suppress", that's exactly what i think i've been doing subconsciously, and it's not working anymore.
i need help, but i don't know what kind, or what for and that's whats getting to me most.
fuck.