Understand the dream is over

Feb 13, 2005 23:35

This post is about people in my life , and what I've learned , in order of appearance .

Mom -Physical compassion

Dad~work,guilt

Jauquin~ That simple things matter

Kevin Rohr ~ Just 5 minutes with a person can change there world

P. Aarron~ Gods Love

Malissa~ Friendship

Jacob~ How to be myself

Taylor~ To stand up for who I am

Amanda~real love knows no bounds

Ashley~that I can make someone happy

Chris~ Going out of the way for others

Kevin~ That at times , we can stumble

Alex~ theres always something in common

Leslie~ That God is indescribable and brotherly Love

Linsday ~ That myself was enough

Ginger~ That were not different from anyone

April~ to love those unloved

Gretchen ~ Love, and heartache , Friendship like no other

Katie~ a sister

Lisa ~ A mother

Arron~ A dad that cares

Lacey ~ That I can’t stand by , I must fight or die

Mr Rohr ~ God knows

Allison ~ To try , even when people don’t listen , and to love anyways

Ryan ~ That God can only work when you allow it

Landon~ that there has to be more than just good deeds

John E ~ People are there

Tim ~ trusting God ,

Keshia ~ to help those alongside you , no matter how far away

Marissa~ My calling

Christi ~ to love and see past the outer

Jon ~ Myself

Reena ~ that love can come in so many ways , and another sister

Mike ~ That God is so much more

Travis ~ There is so much I don’t know, so look it up , Love

Amy ~ Care for someone unknown to you

Ryan ~ there s always something to learn

Amanda ~ God is a blessing in so much

Jason~ That love will come

Alicia ~ To keep watch for where God is working

God , all these things, you’ve used the people in my life to show me .

IM CONFUSED , Now I will write what I want to say to people at the moment

You sent me here really , im sorry ,and I thank you

I MISS you , :P

Where do we stand

Stay close to God.

Stop being a jerk , check your heart

Is there something there?

Why do you blame me .

I miss the old times, and we can’t get them back

Talk to someone , get confirmation on the subject, someone wiser, and not someone to complain to

The dream is over... God tonight , tonight , I don’t know , HOLD ME , let these tears cleanse me , I adore you . I trust you in so much , I can’t do this on my own , and you know that . WHY WON’T THEY Call... Is it true do they not care, are they dissapointed, I SHOULD ONLY PLEASE YOU but do others see it. They told me make them proud, how much more can I do . Its hard to love , Cause it requires trust, TRUSTING YOU, SOMETHING I CAN’T SEE, SOMETHING I CAN’T UNDERSTAND OR FATHOM. And I do it anyway . I know the reward sis great , my fruits will be born , and I can say thank you , but at the moment , all I can do is mourn . Cause its tough, tell me , its okay , tell me its alright ,

There’s so much left unanswered Lord, hold me for this amount of time, help me not miss anything before I go back out there .
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