The Dream come True
Well, this is my blog after all and I shouldn't be worried about names. Well, the thing is if I don't use names, it's gonna sound complicated. I have finally thought about Shaun's situation. I saw our camp incident as 'fun'. He was drunk and so was I. He has a girlfriend and I kissed many people. I only had a bit of a feeling cos I don't want others to fuck him up as this boy who kissed men or capsized his relationship with Sammy. come to think of it, they do make a cute couple and I love them both. It's kinda a shame if they won't be as friendly as they were to me before after this camp thing. We'll have to see during the first cse revue dance rehearsal. Will he still be ok with me and will sammy finally talk to me? Not that she's been ignoring but it's been awkward. Now what really drives me up the wall is the fact that I can't stop thinking of dave F. I've always had a big crush on him even way before I know he swings my way. What I have with him is a great friendship. I always have fun being around him and I never ever made it seem like this big perve fest though deep inside, he's exactly what I look for in a man. But after our kiss and after he told me about himself, it makes me wonder. It makes me have feelings for him. Feelings that I can't stop. So, there's ONLY ONE solution for this. Keep yourself busy, Hein and don't think too much into it. If I'm meant to be with him, things will happen. If not, I still have him as my friend so yeah, just shut the fuck up, inner voice. By the way please have respect for this pic. If this is somewhat copied or pasted, it will not be appreciated. This is my blog and I intend to write what I want in here or upload what I want.